I have to remind myself, more often than I would like to admit, that this is just a season and all the hard work everyone is putting in this time of the year is what we pray will make our crop and cattle herd profit this next year! For me it's easy to get caught up in a negative mindset...am I really taking the boys to another bday party by myself, another fiasco Sunday in which we are ALONE at church, yes my kids are crazy at the grocery store and YES I am not making them sit in the basket; they need to expend a little energy before we start our 35 minute drive home. I do realize that most people don't analyze my life, and I often let the enemy take my mind and toy with it.
At the end of the day I am so grateful for a husband who has the ability and means to work so incredibly hard for me and our boys! I could haven't married a better loving man, who after a 12+ day usually 7 days a week NEVER walks into our house and says he is too tired for the boys or me!! We love you Levi James and all you do for us!!!